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Alot has happened since the last time I made an entry. Livejournal isn't one of those sites that can be 'trolled' easily so I guess I don't check it that often.
So after dropping out of two seperate semesters at DTCC and after noticing a few other things I decided that I would do a bit of online testing. Alright.. looks like I've got it so.. just to make sure let's ask a professional. Went to get a check up, all my vital signs were normal and well so I went to see a specialist and he confirmed what I thought I had (well not exactly), which is Clinical Reacurrent Depression. Somewhat like Bipolar disorder except no manic state. Looking back it makes a little bit of sense with my grades dropping in school, my huge absence listing, that time I didn't go to school for a month... yeah but, no one said anything to me even tho my mom remembers one of my counselors bringing it up once at my attendance appeal but I guess they thought it was just a depressive period that wouldn't reacurre. Ah well.
So I did this month of talking to therapist before he diagnosed me. Then another two months or so of straight up therapy during winter break, I was getting better and decided to just get a job instead of going to DTCC. Get some money and decide what I want to do, plant my feet on solid ground before taking the next step, so to speak but, my therapist and I began to notice another decline in my mood and so I chose to go onto anti-depressants. Thus far the only side effect I've noticed is insomnia, wether you've noticed or not but I've been up at like 4 or 5 in the morning before going to sleep. It's really annoying but is finally beginning to get better since I just started the medication a week ago.
I've been concentrating on improving my art recently and just focusing on that for now while I look for a job. Hoping that maybe if I put together a good enough portfolio I can get into a school that way instead of going through DTCC.
Can't think of anything else of significance that's happened...
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[05 Sep 2007|01:46am] |
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Damnit, I hate this school with a burning passion. There is no way to have a social life, I swear to god. -_-
Here's an example of what happens when I do try to talk to people:
(Drawing111)
Me: Hey, so you want to do Animation, too? What type?
Person: Excuse me but I'm trying to concentrate, thanks.
Me: ...alright sorry...
inner Me: Your drawing sucks anyway your git!
Had a nice break when I ran into someone from DSA and I actually had a nice conversation with them for lunch...
[Scratch Marks]
Ignore those, that week doesn't matter.
Anyway, some how got talked into six classes, so I have school 9 - 5 monday through friday with twice the amount of hours in home work and I still get yelled at for not mowing the lawn right away and shit like that. I can't help it if I have to fill a 2 foot by 1 foot page of drawings on one subject. That shit takes time and effort!
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Class Run Down:
Intro to Film: Watch movies and talk about them and which ones are your favorite. (love this class wish I had it more often than one day a week.
Drawing: It's alright helping me work on my basics maybe I'll post up some stuff once my better computer gets out of the shop.
Trig: OH TRIG IS O FUN!... rofl... *sigh, continues to do homework and scratch head and having to memorize.*
English: blah blah. 'Oh here's your draft back' 'You circled where I missed a comma...' 'Yep!' 'Do I still have to take this class?' 'Yep!' 'I hate you so much, you chippy high pitched git'
Pysch: Mag's class except without Mag. Saaaaaad.
Trig Lab: Brilliant idea of a third day of month where they put two classes in the same room and extend the already long class by an extra thirty or so minutes. BRILLIANT!
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| Life is a movie but, what type? |
[24 Dec 2006|01:14am] |
I've been randomly getthing these moments recently where, I'll close my eyes for about two seconds....just hearing my surroundings and my eyes will slowly open, like the opening to a movie and I begin to wonder why? I don't do it on purpose it just sorta happens.
This mainly happens during concerts and/or noisey environments...like my system is rebooting or I get lost in the music.
I went to an Untold concert with my brother tonight and it happened again. My eyes closed and I could feel the vibrations from the speakers just washing over me and the music filled my senses...whatever it means, I've been keeping track of them...writing it down. Who knows maybe I will make a movie or something later...*shrugs*
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So I am back on track, for any of you who know what I'm talking about, I will be completing a two-year transfer in 2008 and then I'll be going to UNC Asheville to major in Multimedia Arts & Sciences (Specified in Animation) and possibly transfering, after I get my degree to an actual animations school out of state (Possibly florida or West Coast USA)
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| Accidental Shop Lifting |
[01 Dec 2006|02:18am] |
Walked right out of a store with two items, forgot I was holding them and I guess they didn't have the sensors or something.
oh well. ^_^
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| Not going to use an LJ cut JUST to spite Gwen. :3 |
[12 Oct 2006|02:33am] |
That's right I NEVER forget! *cackles*
1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
Opening Credits:
Final Extinction- Shattersphere
" *Inaudible screaming of some type* "
Waking Up:
Last Resort- Poppa roach
"...Don't give a fuck if I cut my arm bleeding..."
First Day At School:
I Need A Hero - Bonnie Tyler
"doo doo doo doo.. ahh ahh!
Where have all the good men gone?
And where are all the ghosts?"
Falling In Love:
The Roof Is On Fire- Blood Hound Gang
"We don't need no water, let the mother fucker burn.
Burn mother fucker..BURN"
Fight Song:
End of the Movie- Cake
"People you love, will turn their backs on you.
You'll lose your hair, your teeth.
You're knife will fall out of it's sheeth.
But you still don't like to leave...until the end of the movie"
Breaking Up:
New American Classic- Taking Back Sunday
"I got to get better! Say it's all in your head!
We could leave through these letters..."
Prom:
Drowning Lessons - My Chemical Romance
" *shrug- Emo Emo Emo* "
Life's OK:
Plush- Stone Temple Pilots
"Where you goin' for tommorow?
Where you goin' with the master found?
and I feel and I feel..."
Mental Breakdown:
This Year's Most Open Heartbreak- Funeral For A Friend
" *EMO SCREAMING! ZOMG!* "
Driving:
Tribute- Tenacious D
"He asked us, *SNARL ' BE YOU ANGELS?'
and we said, ' NAH! we are but MEN... ROCK!!!
AAIAIEAIAIIAIAIAIAIAIIDOOOOOOIOIAOEIOAIEOIEOEO...oo o o oeoeooeooo"
Flashback:
Getting Away With Murder - Poppa roach
" 'Cause we're getting away with MURDER! "
Getting Back Together:
Wonderboy - Tenacious D
"WONDERBOY!
what is the secret of your pow-ers?"
Wedding:
Cock Pushups - Tenacious D
"How many can you do?"
"...cock push ups?...."
"yeah... well I guess you can only do one"
"One is all you need."
Birth of Child:
Badfish- Sublime
" 'cause I'm a parasite."
"2 pints of booze, tell me are you a badfish too?"
Final Battle:
Heart of the Sword- Rurouni Kenshin
" *Japanese Gibberish* "
Death Scene:
Do Or Die- Poppa roach
"Lonliness is setting in!"
Funeral Song:
Chop Suey- System of a Down
" *Crap* "
End Credits:
All the Things She Said- tatu
" *russian* "
(( YAR I BE AN EMO! APPARENTLY!))
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| So... |
[12 Oct 2006|02:25am] |
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I ran into Gwen at Bill's Eagle's thing...
She said if I didn't update my LJ then she would beat me with a sack of rusty potatoes...so here!
REPLY TO MAKE ME FEEL LOVED!
If you don't I'll turn emo and say it's ALL YOUR FAULT!
:3
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[26 May 2006|07:23pm] |
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So...Senior Day was pretty awesome, lots of good laughs and such....left my yearbook in my car....still need to get everyone to sign it tho...
Anyway...finally bent down and got me one of dat dem der "Sheezyarts" incase anyone is interested in my Animations...don't have any that I'm that proud of....because I am way to much of a perfectionist when it comes to animating and I think everything I make basically sucks.
http://hobbad.sheezyart.com/
uh...so questions...comments...personal experiences....requests?
*shrug*
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Stolen from Ellery[and Mitch]
Put your music player on shuffle. Press forward for each question. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if they don't make sense. You may be surprised though.
How am I feeling today?
"Fool's Paradise" - Trigun (LMAO)
Will I get far in life?
"Drunken Lullabies" - Flogging Molly (Oi! not cool. lol. I'm going to be a drunk!)
How do my friends see me?
"Boring Town" - Less than Jake (...this fits sorta...)
Where will I get married?
"Where is your boy tonight" - Fall Out Boy (...apparently I will elope with someone else's girl)
What is my best friend's theme song?
"Comfortably Numb" - Pink Floyd (...You can decide wether this describes Bill, Philip, or Kim.
What is the story of my life?
"The Animal Song" - Savage Garden (...LMAO!)
What was high school like?
"Cold" -Crossfade (...huh... O.O' )
How can I get ahead in life?
"If I Ever Leave This World Alive" - Flogging Molly (...umm...apparently die?)
What is the best thing about me?
"Away" - Breaking Benjamins (...apparently the best thing about me is not being there)
What was today like?
"Life in A Tenement Square" - Flogging Molly (...Depressing?)
What is in store for this weekend?
"Carry on Dancing" -Savage Garden (...well...I am going to a concert this weekend.)
What song describes my parents?
"Battle Music" -Naruto ( LMAO!!!!!! )
How is my life going?
"Plush" - Stone Temple Pilots (...slow?...I think is what the song is about)
What song will they play at my funeral?
"Ich Will" -Rammstein (...German for "I want"....weird...the song actually fits...but the people going to my funeral are probably going to like either freak out when the song plays or rock out in my honor. :P )
How does the world see me?
"Hey Hey Hey!" -Naruto ( Apparently, I'm a fighter...and stubborn? [ I think that's the message ] )
Will I have a happy life?
"That Was Interesting" -[Don't know the song that plays on those VMW commercials] (ha ha ha *insert more sarcastic laughter here* )
What do my friends really think of me?
"Bridges Left Burning" -It Dies Today (*cries*)
Do people secretly lust after me?
"Only You" -Captain Jack (Apparently So. *WOOT!* )
How can I make myself happy?
"Sentimental Johnny" -Flogging Molly (...yes!)
What should I do with my life?
"Sugar, We're Going Down" - Fall Out Boy (*cries*)
What will my children be like?
"One Winged Angel[Seperoth's Theme]" -Final Fantasy 7 (OH DEAR GOD! CASTRATE ME NOW! lol)
What will I name them?
"Lillium" - Elfen Lied (...that's a fitting name FOR SOMETHING THAT WILL DESTROY THE WORLD!)
What will the person I marry be like?
"Everytime We Touch" -Cascada (Clingy? or Madly in Love With Me? *INSERT "AWWWWW" HERE*)
Do I have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
"Lupin III" - Tokyo Ska Paradise Orchestra (...don't see how that fits...unless it means they're very sneaky or something and like to slip out of commitment! :P )
Will I have a fulfilling life?
"Demon Days" - Gorillaz (I will become a hobo!)
How will I die?
"Soul To Squeeze" - Red Hot Chilli Peppers (CRUSHED TO DEATH)
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The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Eigth Level of Hell - the Malebolge!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
Take the Dante's Divine Comedy Inferno Test
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[16 May 2006|02:34pm] |
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So apparently DPS isn't blocking LJ anymore...I wish they would make up their minds which sites they're going to block and which ones they are not.
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[21 Apr 2006|02:33pm] |
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OMFG! Note of advice...warm...Oreo shakes....do NOT taste good.*pukes*
anyway, not much really that I can say...fun week...sorta...kinda...wait...I went to school...how is that fun. lol
Ummm, weekend may prove to be interesting after all. Was planning on taking a weekend off, maybe sleeping...most likely playing alot of WoW at philip's but, Kim was going to go to a wedding this weekend but, she hurt her leg
(partial my fault...more so on philip's part...and even more so on her own behalf...one does not do heavy leg exercises after running a mile earlier that day...and especially if one is thrown out of a parked car and has someone landed on there leg...go figure)
Anyway, probably will spend the weekend with her. Still need to figure out what we're doing for Prom Dinner...not sure...we'll see...Still need to find the chain and pocket watch for my prom suit. *sigh*
...dang I used "..." ALOT
Well, that's it for now... PEACE!
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You DON'T even want to know...so instead here is a fun little quiz thingee I got from someone...too tired to remember.
( Quiz Thingees )
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[19 Oct 2005|11:06am] |
Ok, I just wanted to point out that...I FOUND FACEBOOK FIRST. :P
I just didn't sign up for it because, I thought it was a college only thing. If you refer to one of my earlier post I told people to sign up on it(June 10th). :D
HA Ha Harrrr!
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| Mrs.Fields Cookies |
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FREE Spencer Acuff Concert Tonight At Brightleaf @ 6 |
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Hey all, I'm getting a job at Mrs.Fields Cookies at Northgate, right next to Bill at Baskin Robins. Yeah, so my first day of work is Saturday starting at 6pm, for employee training/negotiating pay. I guess it'll be fun but that'll mean I can get some sleep this weekend.
Make sure to come by buy a cookie, and leave a TIP. :D
I've been playing alot of WoW recently, and I don't know what it is, either getting a job or a time tracker, or WoW but I've been doing my homework alot more...which is really odd, usually a big game like that makes you do worse in school...I dunno.
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